Do you ever have those moments in life where you feel like things are changing, but you’re uncertain of what’s to come? Like you can sense something BIG is about to happen? Something that excites you and terrifies you all the same?
I’m currently experiencing this in my own life and although it’s exciting, it’s also brought a lot of fear. I’m a planner by nature and like to feel confident and safe in where my life is going, but lately I really have no idea what life will look like over the next year…we never really do though, do we?
Let me explain…
If you’ve been following me over the last year, you know that a lot of changes have been happening. I started this blog, I became a Beachbody Coach, I started my training towards becoming a Certified Health Coach, I started the HA Sisterhood and have been working 1-1 with 4 girls that currently struggle with HA.
These are all GREAT things. Things I feel passionate about. Things I have truly felt called to do. But I’ll be honest, as exciting as it’s been, it’s also been completely overwhelming.
Trying to find your voice and place in an online world can be challenging. It’s so easy to get caught up in what other’s say you “should do”. I tried to keep up. I tried to follow suit, but it left me feeling frazzled and torn in a million different places.
I don’t really know what all of these endeavors will end up looking like over the next year, but I can tell you this. I know in my heart that something BIG is happening. I can feel it. And although the fear of failure sometimes takes over and makes me want to abandon it all, I know that I would majorly regret it.
I no longer want to listen to what I should be doing based on other’s success. I know that’s not the path I’m meant to follow. Instead I will follow my heart and trust in God’s plan for my future.
So you may see things looking a little differently from now on…
I still want to share what I’m learning through my Health Coach Certification as well as HA related posts, but I also feel it’s important to share more of me, today, as I am now. I want to be more real, raw and open with what’s going on my heart. I hope to continue to use this blog as a place to inspire others whether they’re struggling with infertility, motherhood or finding their calling.
I hope you’ll continue to stick with me through this Season of Change. I hope you enjoy what my heart has to share and find comfort in what I’m learning. I also hope to get to know YOU, my loyal readers. To connect in a way we never have before…Thank you for being here.